Monday, January 20, 2014

well here goes nothing

I am a twenty-something (don't we all just LOVE that term) that is wandering around trying to figure everything out as I go... I make mistakes and I am sure if I can actually keep up with this thing you, whoever you are, will read all about them.  My mistakes might make some laugh out loud, some cringe and some go "REALLY?! you cannot be this stupid!" but here we go. This is me. You will read my side of every story, which can be a bit biased. (I warned you up front can't say I didn't!) 

Today a friend and I had a discussion through text where I got to read the words 'I'm proud of you" she said she was proud because I am moving out of my comfort zone by substitute teaching at my old school.  my response was that I didn't know why she was so proud because I am just trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life and she said she was too.  She may never know how much that meant to me, to simply know that I am not the only one who has no idea what I want to do where I want to end up or how I plan on getting there... Which is a comforting feeling. but then again misery loves company right? Maybe that is what I am feeling misery.  How can I be in misery when I know that if nothing else God will make a way for me to be where I need to be? How is that so hard to remember though? That what will be will be? life goes on I guess.  

If you are interested in seeing how this thing turns out or have any helpful tips let me know. If you are out there...